I have failed the Lord in my pride, control, fear, and lack of love. I divided my family for the sake of good but now all I see if division, pain and suffering to no end. Lord, I don't desire to be on this path any longer. It is full of confusion, darkness, anxiety, depression, despair, humiliation, lack of love, etc. Lord, please bring me into your will. Light the path with your light so my feet know I'm safely with you so I may run to you and never stop. I long for my husband, family, and extended family healing. It will take miracles. Forgive me of my sins. Please work with me a terrible mess. Heal all our wounds. Give us endless love. Bless my children and help them. Provide all our financial, food, and healthy household expenses needs like clothing, fuel, activities, enjoyment and enough for charity. Heal these terribly ugly wounds. I have no place to go but you Lord. I need a miracle this very moment, hour, day! I need to be rescued from the chasm I find myself in and cannot escape from. I need so much help! Provide me a life of hope, meaning, joy, happiness, new life (many new lives) and thriving. Please help me! Thank you for praying for me.